#therapy sessions series

[freddie-77-ao3]

Nico in therapy with Mr. D for the first time

Nico: so, what do I do? complain about my problems and you tell me others have it worse? Mr. D, having read Nico's chart and knowing he's from another era, his sister died, he felt betrayed by his crush, the only person he knew in the time period, fought a war, went to hell, fought another war, and was dealing with internalized homophobia the entire time: see, the thing is, I'm pretty sure others... definitely don't have it worse

[pharawee]

—I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM · Episode 9

[dandelionjack]

NOBODY GROWS UP WRONG 💞💞💞💓💓💗💝💘💖💞💞💗💓💞💝💘💘💘💞💓💘💘💕💘💘💖💓💓💖💘💘 big warm hug of a tv show for every neurodivergent adult and kid out there

[sophsicle]

the sudden urge to write jegulus in couples therapy.

[lazylittledragon]

oh shit we're back

[oatmealuv]

love for love’s sake carefully, and beautifully handled mental health. they didn’t sugar coat the depression myungha and yeowoon were experiencing.

a lot of times in bl we see characters going through hardships, but by the magic of love they’re better again or everything gets fixed. external love definitely plays a huge part in healing and being able to get through hard situations more swiftly, but it’s hardly ever the sole solution.

myungha getting a bf didn’t cure him, gaining friends didn’t cure him. he had two guys wrapped around his finger, his grandma was alive yet he still has low self worth. he’s someone that has been depressed for so long, has had deeply ingrained negative beliefs about himself that have kept him from ever being truly happy. he believes that nobody could ever love him, he can’t bother anybody with his problems because he’s a burden.

this is why depressed people isolate, they believe all of the things the depression is telling them and it is incredibly difficult to change that. it can take years to change the way you percieve yourself and the world, i think the buffs were the blockages in myungha’s perception. when yeowoon said “i love you” to him, there was an error message because deep in his soul he believes that as an impossibility. his buffs were because of his attempts to getting close to yeowoon, he saw it as a danger because getting close would mean that he would burden yeowoon.

myungha’s life was so so sad, poor guy was dealt such bad cards. his mom living happily without him as if he never existed served as proof of the negative things he’s been telling himself. realizing that you’re nothing to no one, that you’re hard to love or you’re too much is such a hard pill to swallow. it might not be objectively true, but if your mind believes it, then that’s all it takes to completely break your spirit. myungha kills himself because he sees no reason for his life, his mom abandoned him, his gf broke up with him, and his grandmother is dead. his reason for life is reliant on other people it isn’t an internal reason.

now when he’s in the game, he’s faced with the choice of who he loves more, yeowoon or his grandma. i think that they decide to make him choose between them because he can’t fathom receiving love from two people at once. it’s overwhelming, and terrifying for someone that has had limited quantities of love his whole life. his love for yeowoon is the truest love he’s ever felt besides his grandmother. yeowoon and myungha are equals, share a lot of similar life experiences, yeowoon opens up his heart and is ready to be there for him unconditionally. even when myungha refuses to share what he’s feeling, when he is actively breaking his heart, he is willing to change whatever it takes just to be around him. having someone show you that unconditional love is both incredible and so scary at the same time. that person is seeing you at your most vulnerable, at your worst and still choosing you.

myungha is used to self-abandonment, it’s all he knows. he felt like choosing yeowoon would mean choosing himself, and in turn would mean he is selfish and leaving is grandmother to die. if he chose his grandmother he would stick to his usual self, but yeowoon would possibly go back to how he was in the beginning and die. to him everything seems like a huge risk because he feels the weight of the world on his shoulders. of course in the game that really was the consequence, choose one life over another. but i think this show really did a great job at showing just how impossible choices can be when you’re depressed, how warped your point of view gets. but i couldn’t help to think what would’ve happened if he had chosen himself, maybe that’s what he was supposed to do.

[leosgreyfringe]

LEANDRO TROSSARD in New Connections and Deceitful Buzzers

[scarefox]

[hel7l7]

I'm afraid that I've gotten so used to being in therapy that I won't know how to behave in the outside world

[fanficlerontheroof]

Sun Wukong: You promise you didn't get me bees again?

MK, Mei and Red Son from a distance: Just open it

[fanfictionroxs]

Sand, baby why is your type hot dumpster trash? Why are you attracted to red flags? Is it the daddy issues? Of course it's the daddy issues. Your new boyfriend is literally named RAY while your dad's name is SUN.

YOU NEED THERAPY MY CHILD

[fulltimecatwitch]

forever traumatised by the ending of episode 3 of Andor with the parallel of Cassian as an adult leaving Ferrix in Luthen's ship vs Cassian as a child leaving Kenari in Marvaa's ship

[aces-and-angels]

Seeing myself create the worst possible timeline for the ILW gang:

[edwardianmumbo]

Pearl and Scott where emotional foils in double life

(arguably they still are too)

[scrollll]

Petititon to rebrand the series from "Playboyy" to "Payback" because DAYUM sons, you are serving revenge ice cold right in front of my salad!

[purlpeiris]

Last Twilight ep 11 and I’m heartbroken again. Thought Pit Babe ep 10 had used up all my crying but apparently not! When will this weekend’s tears stop? Still got The Sign to watch as well, so…..